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So today was actually pretty interesting. Given that I’m still mostly incapacitated from my meds, I seem to function alright. Wasn’t too long after I woke up today before I was giving some tech support to my grandmothers friend. She’s a really sweet lady too, so I didn’t have any problems doing so. I did as much troubleshooting as I could over the phone, which if you work with computers, you know troubleshooting off the top of your head isn’t always the greatest. She called back later and told me that she still couldn’t get her printer on her network. I told her I’d come in and help, cause I’m a pretty nice guy to those that are nice to me =)!
Today started like so many other days (as usual). Wake up, take meds, try to function … fail epically. I guess the only major difference between today and other days, is I had to force myself to write? Yea, weird I know. So anyhow, I started playing Final Fantasy 9 the other week and got crazy addicted to it again. Had my characters boosted up to level 45 and I was only on the 3rd disk. I decided I needed a break and went to Final Fantasy 8. Well, I’m not even on the 3rd disk yet and my characters are already level 30. So, I’m drawing the conclusion that; while my medication keeps me from having suicidal idealization; It also causes me to zone out. Almost doing the same thing as sitting down and eating a bag of chips while watching a movie. Before you know it, the whole bag is gone lol.
So, for the first time in a long time, I had a really fun Saturday night. Drinking, music, games, friends, the whole nine. It was much needed time to get out of the house. Needless to say I didn’t win at anything I played but it was still a blast. Can’t really complain about rocking out to the greatest hits of ACDC and Bob Segar. So I guess this post starts like any other post, with a girl. I met her 2 years ago, she worked at a convenience store and I worked at a drug rehab. I’d make special trips into the town just to see her, because let’s face it. In my eyes, she’s perfect, even to this day.
This is one of those times that I’m sitting here and trying to write but nothing is coming out. I’ve typed countless lines of words in the hopes that a poem could be created. Unfortunately, I haven’t been able to write a good poem in about a week. I can’t even keep my thoughts straight most of the time. I don’t know if it’s because of the new med’s I’m taking, or something else. I’ll put my money on it being the med’s.