Updates, Updates and a couple more UPDATES!!!

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Yea, it’s super exciting. Got some really good updates … actually, it’s really only one update. I haven’t been blogging much this past week and probably won’t be blogging much over the next 3 weeks. I’m partaking in “Camp NaNoWriMo“. The really exciting part is over on the Stories tab of my page, you can see the novel I’m writing. I called it the Werewolf Diaries. I have 4 chapters put up on there, so please do take a look =). I hope you enjoy what I’ve written thus far ^.^ !! Well, that’s all I really have for this update. Once the end of the month hits I’ll be back in full swing of writing my dailies again =).


Blogging 101 – Day 14 & 15

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So day 14 has come and gone and day 15 is right around the corner. I took an additional day to think on how I wanted to “Expand my Brand” so to speak. Since day 15 is similar to day 14, I just did them both at one time =). I came up with the idea to do a weekly prompt that’s based off a word or emotion of the day¬† and then 1 weekend picture prompt from my life. Both of these will accomplish adding something more to my blog in the hopes of getting more dedicated follows that are hanging on every word and waiting to the next post.. So let this post be the 1st one in expanding my brand and me opening up to the world, to show the world … Ed LOL! I’m now going to look for the word of the day. BRB

Today I chose the word of the day off Dictionary.com! The word is Beautify.

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Blogging 101 – Day 2

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So here it is, day two! Made it through the 1st day and now it’s time to change things up a bit. Originally the blog’s address was “faythx814blog”, then it went to “Zanzu’s World” and then finally to “poeticchef”. I think I’m going to keep the address the same and just change up the banner to be reflect more on poetry and writing or something along those lines. I’m not 100% sure but I like the idea of changing the banner. So that’s going to be my update for Day 2! That is all I have to write for now. I hope my fellow bloggers / class mates / everyone else has a wonderful day today =)!

Who I am and why I’m here “~Post~”!

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Blogging 101 – Day 1

Upon starting this assignment I caught myself wondering around in my mind. Truth is, I really don’t know who I am, why I’m here or even where I’m going. Truthfully, I just like to write. I don’t care what it’s about, who it’s about, whether it’s a story or a poem. Writing seems to be the only consistent thing in my life. No matter how far I tumble down the rabbit hole, I can find a pen and paper an just write what I’m feeling. So who I am, I can’t really answer, because, I don’t know who I am (as I tell others, the voices are driving and I’m just a passenger LOL). I thought I once knew who I was but it was just folly thinking on my part. The why I’m here, to connect with others that have the same or similar outlook on life or who suffer from mental illness and just want to find someone to relate to them. Let’s face it, society is and will always view us as people with issues. I say horse-shit to that. I believe that we, (who suffer from depression, anxiety, bi-polar, ADHD, schizophrenia and other ailments) have the true sight for how this world is. We can see past the bullshit, the lies that are shrouded in a mist of evil. (That may have been a little over the top but none the less) We are the governing body and we all need to stand together because the biggest issue with mental illness ….. is feeling alone. So, honestly, this is going to be the worst draft, a “shitty” rough draft as the email quoted an author.

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Poem – The Road

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People always ask me,
Why you act that way?
I tell them I can’t help it,
I was born this way.

I’ve got so many issues.
That none will want to stay.
You tell them that you love them,
Then they’ll run away.

We’re all alone on this journey,
That truth seldom shines.
The past will meet your present,
The road begins to wined.

Now I sit here lonely,
Wanting company.
The only one, still here,
The road, before me.

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Update – New blogging adventure

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What a catchy title for a blog post, ehh? Yea, well I decided to sign up for blogging courses today. Found what seemed to be a pretty popular one that was advertised or just a random post that I came across. Not entirely sure how I came across it. I don’t know what this new adventure will hold but I guess I can get excited about it. It’s got to be more exciting than leveling a White Mage in FFXIV LOL! Aside from the update, an additional update is that the EEOC called me today and did the initial assessment. I guess they’re going to type up the complaint and mail it out to me to sign and date and then mail it back. I’m actually really nervous this time around because if they get it to where I get hired back, I don’t know if I could do it. I’ve been out of work for 3 months almost and truthfully, I haven’t even fully adjusted to the medication from my inpatient stay. It’s all very scary for me, I don’t know of a better way to say it than that. Well that’s all for this update. Maybe this blog will get more exciting with the blogging courses I’ll be taking lol! =)

My mind and the state of things – Lost in Thought

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Thoughts and feelings, in my mind!

Today’s post is going to be a bit different than other posts I have made. Today for some reason I have a heavy heart that is full of doubt and anguish. It’s tormenting me today for some unknown reason, least unto me. I’m often reminded of life back when I was in my early twenties, which seems like a lifetime ago for me. Hard to believe that just 10 years ago at the age of 21, I thought I had the world wrapped around my finger and had it all figured out. I soon came to realize after some time, I was sadly, wrong! Turns out years later I had people that just pretended to be my friends, people that lied to get me in trouble with the law, spoke ill of me when I did nothing but try to help others. By no means am I innocent in everything but I do feel that more wrong was done to me and karma had ill intentions with me, over the wrong I did unto others. Read the rest of this entry »